Running After My Fate Alternate Version

Locked in your frame feel the strain
Got a crash in my head
Wanted love wanted fame
Got a flick on my face
Dive for shell got your hell
And thoughts you'd never tell
Keep it up cut me up
Crucifying myself

Sin of the time, of the minds
Are we ruining ourselves
Melting lines, mixing signs
Pictures stuck in my head
Wanted more than a man
Teasing all kinds of brains

Why would you aim so high
Then cry after you failed

Holy Jesus Holy Mary Holy Jesus Please Help us
Caught by the pressure of time
Running after my fate
Thought of all what we missed
Spent everything we've made
Fake it all through the life
Poisoned by all your lies
Dragged me down at your end
And makes me want to hide