​run away pt.II

[Verse 1: stardust]
Fuck it up again and again
I don't know why I even try, but I just know it's the end
Lookin' for answers, but I left 'em behind
Eating away, I'm anxious all time
Weight on my shoulders and it's break up my spine
Fuck my brain I'm just tryna survive
Look at my face, I don't know why I cried
Look at my wrists and the blood runs dry
I'm jus tryna stay the same, but I can't keep up the pace
Lookin' in the mirror and I fuckin' hate my face
Like ok, ok, ok, ok I'm tryin' not to run away
I'm just tryna survive, but I don't know if I'll be safe
I can't look at myself anymore
Catch me lyin' now, I'm bleedin' out on the floor
Like what's the point anymore?
I'm not a toy, I won't sit in the store

[Verse 2: micah]
It always has to go your way, feel like I don't ever get a say
Maybe I'll just wastе another day
Think I'm gonna let my brain decay
I don't know how to feel
You keep sayin' it's rеal rip my heart as it heals
I wish I left it in the past
Guess I should've known that we couldn't ever last
You used to be so different, now you're so belligerent
Stop acting like your innocent, I won't let you ignore this
Seems I always forget that I have purpose
I just feel like giving up I know that I am worthless
You make me feel like I'm insane
I've lost control, but take the blame
I can't keep putting this on you
I'm hypocritical it's true

[Verse 3: arnoe]
And I try so hard just to play my part
And I'm so torn apart, I can't get too far
Now my heart is getting colder and colder
Try to run away getting slower and slower
And I can't wait, can't wait, I can't wait
I don't wanna stay no I can't stay
Yeah, yeah, yeah
And if try to play my cards right
And if I do maybe it, maybe I can stay another night
But they don't wanna try, yeah, they always lie
So I put up my guard and I don't wanna cry
So now I'm fallin' apart 'cause I gave you my heart
And it was all from the start yeah you fuckin' lied
Bloody hands while I'm in the fuckin' bathroom
Dirty drugs in my pocket I'm smokin' bad fumes
Like I don't want to, but I gotta
I just want you back like can I have you?

[Verse 4: polkadot]
Yeah, now your done for good
I don't really fuck with you the way I should
I can't stand these people, I swear they all fake
It's all way too much for me, I know I can't take it
I gotta break it this cycle so vacant
Pressure upon me and no I can't take it, I can't take it, I can't take it
Blood in my body when I'm goin' up but
Corpses leaking out my body when I'm pulling up
Pour me up another four
Bodies droppin' to the floor
Know I'm rotten to the core
I'm rotten to the core I love gore
Angel bitch I soar angel bitch I soar
Go, go, go out the catacombs
All these drugs in my body I might comatose
Over, overdose
Overdosing on your love it's not good for me
You're not good for me I love it
Oh, you fuck me up, you make me feel like nothin'
Way on me for protection, but I end up gettin' cut
Weak buttons keep on pressin', I'ma end up gettin' broke
Again you break me down, at least you're safe and sound