​run away

[Verse]
Fuck it up again and again
I don't know why I even try, but I just know it's the end
Lookin' for answers, but I left 'em behind
Eating away, I'm anxious all time
Weight on my shoulders and it's break up my spine
Fuck my brain I'm just tryna survive
Look at my face, I don't know why I cried
Look at my wrists and the blood runs dry
I'm jus tryna stay the same, but I can't keep up the pace
Lookin' in the mirror and I fuckin' hate my face
Like ok, ok, ok, ok I'm tryin' not to run away
I'm just tryna survive, but I don't know if I'll be safe
I can't look at myself anymore
Catch me lyin' now, I'm bleedin' out on the floor
Like what's the point anymore?
I'm not a toy, I won't sit in the store