Ruinous One

You’re the ruinous one
Yet I’m here wanting to apologize
For giving you what you deserve
Living and breathing my worth
Why do I find it so hard
To treat you like you treated me
Mixing signals and mincing your words, I
Truly want you to hurt like

This is the part where I
Tell you I’d rather die than
See your face again
And if I never do
It would still be too soon
Don’t have to tell you
To lose my number
‘Cos you cut
Ties with me last summer
So how about that
For a goodbye
Tell ya mom and dad that they’re all right
But how about that
For a see you never
Hope your God complex treats your better
Hope it treats you
Hope it treats you
Better, better, better, better

Do you remember when you told me
That I was the only person you liked
Knew it was real when my mom knew your name
She stills asks about you
I told her you changed
You
Used to be humble and grateful and faithful
Then I guess you outgrew your bib
Can’t
Spoon feed you love like a kid
Silly me for thinking I could

This is the part where I
Tell you I’d rather die than
See your face again
And if I never do
It would still be too soon
Don’t have to tell you
To lose my number
‘Cos you cut
Ties with me last summer
So how about that
For a goodbye?
Tell ya little bro that he’s all right
But how about that
For a see you never
Hope your God complex treats your better, oh
Hope it treats you
Hope it treats you
Better, better, better, better