​ruiner

[Hook 1]
Oh my, I'm so far gone
No, it's no lie, it's been so long
But I don't cry, I just move on
And I won't die, got to stay strong
I get pills like pharmacies
No life, bleeding from my arteries
I'm toxic, don't give your heart to me
Byog** strapped, armory

[Verse]
Hard to see
Anything that you've done for me
Feed on me, you're such a leech
Just drain my blood for your energy
You parasite in my memory
You fucked me up but you never see
The scars you've left inside of me
No, but shit won't change, now we're enemies
Driving so fast, gotta slow down
Working so hard, don't do shows now
Keep moving but I don't wanna go now
Body's failing, all alone now
Stars aligning, won't be long now
Rain is falling on my clothes now
Feel like I'm out my mind
Don't play mе, don't cross that line
I'm not sure I'm gonna make it far
Running from mysеlf, can't last so long
Tell me to stop pretending
Everything is fine when it isn't
I'm not really living now
Count grains of sand as the clock runs down
Don't recognize the man in the mirror
Words written in blood, "you're a sinner"
Every day I grow so cold
Bottles, Rosé, all on the floor
Ashtrays, don't smoke, burnt photos
Bae, I don't do love, that's a no-go
What's the point of anything?
Why compete when we all want everything?
What's the point of anything?
24k Cuban link, that's a heavy thing

[Hook 2]
Oh my, I'm so far gone
No, it's no lie, it's been so long
But I don't cry, I just move on
And I won't die, got to stay strong
Oh my, you said you done
So am I, only gonna say this once
Ho why, you such a bum
It's no surprise, play like I'm dumb