Ruined My Life

[Verse 1]
I miss the family I used to have
I feel like everything's so different now
Sitting by the fire as we'd watch the flames burn out
I miss the days I wasn't afraid
Now I will always have my guard up, hands on my face
I learned to cope with the pain
I know that people think I'm trying to get attention
But in reality I'm trying to send a message
I know there's kids out there that are going trough the same thing
And if you're one of them I hope to help you're suffering
Just know it will gеt better and thesе feelings do not stay the same
No, they don't stay the same

[Chorus]
I don't wanna make you feel bad
But you kinda ruined my life
You hurt me and ruined my life
And I don't wanna make you feel bad
But you kinda ruined my life
You hurt me and ruined my life

[Drop]
You hurt me and ruined my life
Oh
You hurt me and ruined my life

[Post-Drop]
(Oh, no)
(Oh, no)

[Verse 2]
I lost a couple friends on my way up
I took a couple L's, but that's just normal talk
I popped a couple pills, but they don't do much
And now I take Prozac in the morning with some other stuff
But why did I get into this? I feel like this is all a dream
But when I wake up, look around this isn't even make believe
So I sit in the corner thinking back to all the memories
I grew up whit these fake beliefs 'bout time I find a remedy

[Chorus]
I don't wanna make you feel bad
(make you feel bad)
But you kinda ruined my life
(you kinda ruined my life)
You hurt me and ruined my life
And I don't wanna make you feel bad
(make you feel bad)
But you kinda ruined my life
(you ruined my life)
You hurt me and ruined my life

[Drop]
You hurt me and ruined my life
Yeah
Oh
You hurt me, oh, you hurt me
You hurt me and ruined my life
You hurt me and ruined my life