Ruined Me

[Verse 1]
I play it over in my head
Thinking 'bout the things you said
The time you held my hand
And held my heart, flood it full of tears

[Verse 2]
Playing your games that never end
Wide awake and seeing it
Summer fights and winter tears
Fall through the cracks of hopeful memories

[Pre-Chorus]
Treacherous, dangerous, boy, you—
You got me like this
Felt like a fool that you made me
You made me into—
Nothing makes sense, and I wish that—
I wish that I could
Hate you and I love you instead

[Chorus]
I keep asking these questions and crushing
Thе little hope
I have that you madе me believe in
The tears, they tell me
Not to, I want you, I need you, love you
Ruined me, ruined me

[Verse 3]
I played it over in my head
Thinking 'bout the things you said
Holding onto all the thoughts
That we, we find a beating heart has died

[Verse 4]
Somehow you made it out alive
Not sure how many times I've cried
It's a shame that all the tears
Don't kill the flame erasing you and me

[Pre-Chorus]
Treacherous, dangerous, boy, you—
You got me like this
Felt like a fool that you made me
You made me into—
Nothing makes sense, and I wish that—
I wish that I could
Hate you and I love you instead

[Chorus]
I keep asking these questions and crushing
The little hope
I have that you made me believe in
The tears, they tell me
Not to, I want you, I need you, love you
Ruined me, ruined me