​ruin

[Intro]
I fire back on my instinct when
You were trying to say that
Your entrancing with your contact
And I'll know that day

[Chorus]
But only if you do (Only if you do)
I'll stay right beside you (Stay right beside you)
But with or without you (With or without you)
I'll keep it inside how I know to
I'm happy to know (We had a day)
I felt love (It went away)
Until then (As I think of it)
I'll go to sleep again in ruin

[verse]
I'll fear my face will fade away
I want to call you as I change
I don't take it for granted
I just wanted to see you
Live as you came
By your will, carry your weight
As you wish, through now again, forever
I hope you change, say you won't
Let all this pass you, and when you care
It's 'cause you want to
And I'll live alone back, running through the past
Wanting to build it all again

[Chorus]
But only if you do (Only if you do)
I'll stay right beside you (Stay right beside you)
But with or without you (With or without you)
I'll keep it inside how I know to
I'm happy to know (We had a day)
I felt love (It went away)
Until then (As I think of it)
I'll go to sleep again in ruin

[Outro]
Hold on, thanks for playing

[Wonderr and Mixed Matches]
Sounds like, not very deep, but In Memory, like, goes perfectly with the actual art that you chose, cause it almost like- it sounds like it’s a farewell album even though it’s not, you know? Like it sounds like, you know how like- I don’t know. Like your old albums are really depressing. But this one seems like- it sounds like the end of somebody’s life that kind of like, just accepted that life fucking sucks and is making- I don’t know, making the most of it? That’s kinda like, what it like sounds like, especially the like, I don’t know if the words like fucking dichotomy or whatever the fuck it is, but like, the dichotomy between like how morbid the album cover is, and like, but how beautiful that picture is at the same- you know what I’m saying?
Yeah
Like its super morbid but we all like, I don’t know, we all like still have happiness at the end of the day and have to find it somehow. Kinda sounds corny but like-
That was pretty perfect if you ask me
Alright well I’m glad that worked
Yeah laughs Alright later man
Alright peace bruh

[Intro]
(I love you Balmain)
I don’t-
I don’t wanna drag you through all this but I just really thought I’d let you know

[Chorus]
That I could have made it work but I know what’s there
And I don’t think that I’m built for it
Cause you don’t know that’d kill me
And I don’t know if I’m feeling it
Gone away for me to fade away
And you don’t know if I will live
Cause you don’t know that’d kill me
And I don’t know if I feel a thing

[Verse]
You won’t be hurt
Don’t you dare [?]
And I think it’s deep that you weighed me for all when you
Helped me so much without a care
You got with someone you knew [?]
I’m feeling awful
So when I say sorry
I really do mean it
And it just alarms me when
You think how I feel
Except its never real
Cause I mean what I say
And you can’t tell me shit

[Chorus]
Made it work but I know what’s there
And I don’t think that I’m built for it
Cause you don’t know that’d kill me
And I don’t know if I’m feeling it
Gone away for me to fade away
And you don’t know if I will live
Cause you don’t know that’d kill me
And I don’t know if I feel a thing

[Outro]
I seen it all I was the first
I seen it all I was the first
I seen it all I was the first