rough night

(Hey, can I share something with you?)

I wanna gouge my eyes out
I never wanna see again
I never wanna see this again
You were my friend, my only friend
Fuck a friend
How the fuck did I ever celebrate?
When everything reminds me of your face
And everything reminds me that I'm [?]

[?]
Why did you decide to rape me
'Cause I didn't wanna try for a baby?
I learned my lesson, learned my lesson, learned my lesson
Won't learn my lesson, learn my lesson, I [?] less

Man, fuck everything, I wanna cry
Man, fuck everything, I wanna die
I just don't wanna sit off to the side
I'll just go crashing off in the night
And every time I try to take my life
I just get fuckin' brought back to the fight
I don't wanna [?]
It hurts more
And every time I'm shook, every time I'm [?]
With bloody holes in my shirt
Right around where my heart should be
You're runnin' off with it, girl, you're worse than me