Rotten

Awakened
Numbing myself to the thought of you
Hating myself for thinking of you
Making me lose my head
Now I don't know who I am
Loving myself while i'm doing my thing
When i'm all alone
When i'm feeling cold
When i'm feeling low
Never call my phone
I'm doing just fine
I don't need you now
But you want me now
Had your chance but you blew it now
Wishing for love in the wrong place
Yeah
Wishing for death without a reason
Gave it all while you fucked me over
Heart so rotten i need to fucking burn it
Say you're happy but i know you lying
Breaking hearts that's your fucking hobby

Sick and tired of all the lies that you told me
And every time you told me that you loved me
I know you were fucking with him

Got me all mad
Trynna understand
So damn numb that i can't feel a thing
She told me to die while she fucking on me
Making me cum and slitting my throat
Left me alone with a gun in my hand
Note on the bed with words she don't mean
Guess its all over and done
Leaving me broke with a smile on her face
2 years passed and i'm still alone
Wishing for death but i'm terrified
Lighting my smokes, I don't wanna die
Drugs on my nose, got me all fucked up
Yeah its the end, did it even start
Missing your abuse, while you walk away
Say you love me but you're playing games

I'm rotten inside and i'm rotten for life
Yeah