Roses and Death

Beast Boy: "Here. Take this. In case you're in trouble, in case you need me, you can call me any time"
'Terra': "I don't need it"
Beast Boy: "But..."
'Terra': "Time's up. [...] The girl you want me to be is just a memory"

[Part 1]
I love the rain
Makes tears invincible
I hate the pain
'Cause mine is not fixable
Lost in my brain
My way is fucking clinical
I'm not the same
Still I like
That's a miracle ay

[Part 2]
Don't feel pain
I'm nearly [?]
[?]
Couldn't see the thing I've become
[?]
So shoot me imma jump on the cliff
[?]
My heart is broke my mind is gone ay
Children are crying while they're burning in flame
Yeah I feel like I'm trying but I'm lost at this game
They're speaking about a problem
I can't see
Standing
In front a mirror realizing it's me
Ay
Devils in my eyes get to fuck in what I see
Want it to be me is what I want it to be
Devils, they're asking for my soul
I just agree
Captured in my mind
I just wanted to be free

[Hook]
I'm so numb
I don't [?]
I'm so dumb
She's not mine
[?]
But I'm fine
I feel pain
And love is blind

[Part 2]
You want love from someone else
You can't even love yourself
Locked up in a heartbreak
Called her broken
But I'm doing well
Satan on my shoulders
Demons in my brain
My heart is gettin' colder
Yeah they make me insane
The end comes close
Yeah they make me feel pain
Played me like poker
I [?] , Aye

[Hook]
I'm so numb
I don't [?]
I'm so dumb
She's not mine
[?]
But I'm fine
I feel pain
And love is blind