Rose Gold

Lately, I ain't so timid
But I've been stuck in my old ways
We stare at the ceiling, yeah
Hooked on this feeling, scared of believing
And I've been wishing away what was all right in front of my eyes

I know it's obvious I'm all for this
You said you want it, it just feels so far away
I'm sorry, it's just hard to find the words to say

If it's all just in my head
Take me back, this dream won't seem to end
I think I'm falling and I just can't pretend to hold back 'cause I can't turn roses to gold

I couldn't see it, let all of my demons control me
Now we smoke with the spirits, yeah
I was just riding, now I'm the one steering
And I've been wishing away what was lost in the back of my mind

I know it's obvious I'm all for this
You said you want it, it just feels so far away
I'm sorry, it's just hard to find the words to say

If it's all just in my head
Take me back, this dream won't seem to end
I think I'm falling and I just can't pretend to hold back 'cause I can't turn roses to gold