Romans 7:15 Only Human (Freestyle Version)

[Verse 1: Tony D]
In 2006 fam I kicked in the year
In God’s house with Melody, both stinking of beer
Look, this is my life’s contradiction
There’s the way I wanna live and then there’s the way I’m really living
So many of my ways are conflicting
I believe in God, but I got no faith in religion
Or my place in the system that embraces division
‘Cause I love my life, but I hate this existence
‘Cah it’s hard to even live at all
And it seem everybody value profit over principle
It’s a funny ting ‘cah we all slaves to a wage
It’s ‘cause we love the freedom that money bring
And we still tryna figure out
How to save for rainy days when it’s always pissing down
So I stay extracting truth from the lies
‘Cause the believer is happy but the doubter is wise

[Chorus: Tony D]
I’m black, I’m white, I’m the darkness, the light
I’m the yin and the yang, I’m the wrong and the right
Blud I’m the answer, the question, the truth and the lie
I’m in deep, I’m far out, I’m hello and goodbye
I’m the saint but I’m sinning again
I’m the first and the last rudeboy, the beginning and end
I’m war, I’m peace, I’m the teacher, the student
I’m the problem, I’m the solution, I’m only human

[Verse 2: Tony D]
How do I live the right life?
Champion my black half, and not alienate my white side
It seems strange but it’s a matter of fact
Some people need me to perform some sort of balancing act
See some people think ya’ colour’s something serious
But you and I ain’t nothing but the sum of our experience
So I don’t really care how you see me
I feel like yeah you can talk when you’re qualified to be me
Other times, it creep up and it’s hard
To try and stop my ego from keeping up the facade
And then, that’s Tony D to the nth
And when I rhyme he’s getting stronger with each little breath
Each verse, each chorus and each little step
Will it cease at my death when I’m sleeping at rest?
Is there a reason to get a little deeper than flesh?
Born free, yeah I don’t really know what freedom is yet

[Chorus: Tony D]
I’m black, I’m white, I’m the darkness, the light
I’m the yin and the yang, I’m the wrong and the right
I’m the answer, the question, the truth and the lie
I’m in deep, I’m far out, I’m hello and goodbye
I’m the saint and I’m sinning again
I’m the first and the last rudeboy, the beginning and end
I’m war, I’m peace, I’m the teacher, the student
I’m the problem, I’m the solution, I’m only human