Rolling Deep

[Verse]
Picture this
I'm elevatin', still going 'round in circles
These scars don't heal, with these tinted windows
Part of the why I'm writin', fakest friends
They will not stop, 'til they see a little kid get packed
I can't trust no soul, when I'm singin' for the pros
'Cause when it all ends, it's curtains
Feelings, man I can't feel it
Livin' inside these meetings and loyalty's real to the boy, so tell me
If you won't ride, then leave it
People lie and the evil lurkin', tell me what's fake or not
Look, I don't wanna gеt laid in box
You don't know me, better rеpay them costs
On the South-side, never know when it's time to run
Where your heart gets dark and you lose your path
'Cause anything crime get done
Look, my cake full of smallest pieces, but I'll be breakin' mine
And I'm signin' deals, there's hope for the future
Cannot be wastin' time
I get hate from a distance, mandem try me
Man, I'm tryna make this work
Back then I was young and I had no fear, I was steady tryna play with dirt
Trust me, man, I never had no heart, like any 16 get murked
Now it's all about music, rap and singles, any 16 get turnt
Can you hold it out for the moment now?
They just tryna get me broken down, in the danger zone
Where there's broken bounds, stanzas got the potent sounds
Back then, they didn't wanna see me win
I admit, I have wins and losses
All eyes on me, where there weren't in the different days, when a kid had nothin'
In a field of battles, ready to escape this place
I think God put a curse on me, but it's cool
'Cause my heart wasn't made to break
Why the world so cold and the people's hate you
Man I gotta deal with pain
They just lookin' for Ps and some of my relevance, man it don't feel the same
And they say that I'm changin', smiles that I'm fakin'
Where do you hear this from?
Got the purest heart with the darkest mind and you can hear this on songs
Fakest people tryna pretend, it don't matter if a kid still hurt
And I'm barin' in mind, that I came here alone
That's how I'm gonna leave this earth