Rock Bottom

[VERSE 1]
Man, I’m at the lowest point that I can get
There’s no rising from it
I wish I could pack my shit and just split
Away from my poverty, but that’s just it
I’m poor as fuck, I blame my bad luck
Sometimes I hope to get hit by a truck
And keel over and die, and gouge out my eye
Most of the time I put on a smile and lie
And say that I’m fine, but inside I’m dying
A lot of the time I’m surprised people are buying
That bullshit, when I’ve clearly been crying
I try not to, but I can’t help lying
To the people I love, to protect them from
The way I feel inside, it’s a lack of pride
I try to make sure that my feelings are implied
I guess I’ll admit now, but to you I’ve lied

[Chorus]
But I’m at Rock Bottom
Life can’t get any worse or any better
Cuz that’s Rock Bottom
I bet I’ll never achieve what I wish for
Because I’m at Rock Bottom

[VERSE 2]
Fuck yeah, I’m at Rock Bottom
It’s gets even worse in the Autumn
Because it gets cold, and my mother struggles
To pay the bills, and she takes her anger out on me
And my sister. When I talk back, she says “Excuse me mister?
Who the fuck do you think you are? Trying to get so far
Away from me, it’s driving me bizarre
Get over here now and get into the car
We’re going to start driving according to the north star.”
Then sooner or later she’d whoop my ass
Just because I forgot one thing for class
I’d run away from her so fast
To protect myself, I’d hide behind a shelf
I just want this to end, but I’m always on the receiving end
Of her blows, I just want to die

[Chorus]
But I’m at Rock Bottom
Life can’t get any worse or any better
Cuz that’s Rock Bottom
I bet I’ll never achieve what I wish for
Because I’m at Rock Bottom

[VERSE 3]
I just want to manage to get a big break
But I have a better chance at owning a lake
Ninety percent of the time, my smile is fake
I just hope some day there’s an album I can make
That’ll get popular and get me signed
Man, I can barely fuckin’ afford paper that is lined
I know I don’t act like it, but I have a kind mind
I wish I could get my life realigned
But that shit won’t ever happen
I want to perform and hear some clappin’
From people who actually enjoy my songs
And listen to me without their damn bongs
For once, I ain’t makin’ any jokes about sluts in thongs
Because that’s immature, and not who I am
God damn, I just do it for the popularity
But nothing’s working out and I’m still lonely as fuck

[Chorus]
But I’m at Rock Bottom
Life can’t get any worse or any better
Cuz that’s Rock Bottom
I bet I’ll never achieve what I wish for
Because I’m at Rock Bottom
(4x)