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[Intro]
(malloy, why this shit bang?)

[Verse 1]
Maybe I'm doing too much
Counting in my head who I trust, yeah
I'm way too focus on winning, me and the team ran it up (Up)
And I've been focused on bands, but I think I lost myself
And the more that I chase this shit, the closer that I get to hell
Yeah, I'm a mess, you know never should've got involved
And I'm so numb that I can't feel you there, no, not at all
And I'm so fucking complicated, you should call it off
But if you hate me, why the fuck am I the one you call?
Yeah, ayy, never really meant to let you down
I was steady fuckin' burning out
Break your heart and then you run your mouth
Yeah, ayy, I just really wanna get away
.40 Cal', I take it to the brain, put that shit on my grave
Goddamn, I get no friends
And all the fake just wanna see me dead
And I got red dots on my head
So pull that shit back, let this shit end
Goddamn, I been swimming in the deep end
Paranoid, don't know what's next
Can't breathe, suffocate in my bed
Like fuck it, I'ma taste this lead

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, something's gotta give right now, I don't wanna live right now
I just wanna feel right now, I wanna be alive somehow (Yeah)
I just wanna breathe right now, I just wanna sleep right now
Yeah, I don't wanna leave right now
I just wanna stay here somehow, yeah

[Chorus]
Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)

[Verse 2]
Yeah, ayy, fucked up, paid the price, yeah
I been wasting all my time, yeah
Switch lanes, crash the ride, uh
Yeah, fuck it, know you hate me out of spite
Twenty-five missed calls, like why the fuck they even try?
I'm still a mess and I'll never forgive myself again
I'm never coming back around, don't wanna play pretend
I wrote too many messages I'll probably never send
I only drag you down, so please, just keep your distance (malloy why this shit bang?)

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, something's gotta give right now, I don't wanna live right now
I just wanna feel right now, I wanna be alive somehow (Yeah)
I just wanna breathe right now, I just wanna sleep right now
Yeah, I don't wanna leave right now
I just wanna stay here somehow, yeah

[Chorus]
Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)