Riptide

I know it's then that we said our goodbyes
Wishing for something more than just some peace of mind
But I can't help but think
Without a sip of this drink
If you were ever really there
Or were you distancing

That's why I drown myself
That's why I built this hell
That's why I try so fucking hard only to blame myself
I want to be the only one that you see
But the fact is you were never even looking at me

I want you back
We were meant to be
If time is the cure
Will you remеmber me

I'm caught in the riptidе
Don't tell me that it's over
I'm caught in the riptide
So please don't cry
You are the love of my life
Don't push me away
I'm caught in the riptide
Pull me back
Pull me back into the riptide

Is it just me
It feels like every night
I get these vivid dreams
That keep playin' in my mind
Where you watch as I struggle
Just to stay afloat
While I'm drowning here
So I can help you cope

Still I ask myself
How can I change myself
Because you're giving me the shoulder
And it feels like hell
You're telling me
It's worth it just to swim in the sea
With the weight of the world crashing down on me

I'm gonna sink
And you won't be there to hear the clink
When I hit the fucking bottom

I'm caught in the riptide
Don't tell me that it's over
I'm caught in the riptide
So please don't cry
You are the love of my life
Don't push me away
I'm caught in the riptide
Pull me back
Pull me back into

Your riptide
Your riptide
Your riptide
Your riptide

So please don't shut out me no
Everything is a guess
And you can bet on me
So please don't wear me out now
Because you're wearing me out now
Cuz you're wearing me out now
Cuz you're wearing me out now

I'm caught in the riptide
Don't tell me that it's over
I'm caught in the riptide
So please don't cry
You are the love of my life
Don't push me away
I'm caught in the riptide
Pull me back
Pull me back into
Your riptide