Ripple effect

It's that clumsy lovely
Fucking humpty dumpty
Fell off my wall
Shell shattered and all
Hells bells start to call
I fall on its carousel
Round and it cynical
Repeating regrets I yell
Climbing up the stairwell uh
I've made my mind clearest
But all on the same year it's just
Back to the circuses
Back to my worthlessness
Kindling to my carelessness
Even when I reach the surface
Still a sad and lonely person
So broke and broken
All I fear it's ever spokened aye
Feeding me my fees
Just Increasing my disease
See me sleep I'm never woken
No I'm no I'm never woken
Toke up get fucked up
Sunk a truck
Blame it on the fuck up
He the one only who done fuck it up, yuh
Again and again
All my action is a sin
Shitty luck that I lived
Know I'm nothing to forgive
Harsh pain in my stomach
Wish I died up in the muck uh
What what what
Slowly fading in the soot
Plant a seed and later
Take it by the root
Work to make a couple bucks
Still it's never quite enough
You know life is kinda rough
So I'm taking all my stuff
And I'm moving to the drugs oh yuh
Take another puff puff puff oh yuh
It's never quite enough