RIP

I'm afraid to die, aren't you?
Man, let's make some plans
That we can stick to
Choose the ones you love
And the ones who love you
They said you're broken, man
But I don't think that's true
Let go now
Lovely boy
Painful memories aren't the ones
You should hold on to
Let go now
Lonely boy
Where is it now
That you have run off to?
You're safe now
Angel boy

We sat
Drinking beer
Menthol cigarettes
Showing each other tunes
How could I know
That's the last time that I would see you?

I'm so sorry
That my memories of you
Are going to fade
But I know that there's no choice
While I have you so clear in my mind
Thank you, man
I'm sorry, man
I can see you everywhere
I can see you in everything
My childhood
Now I'm a man
All the right years
I mean everything I said

You seem drunk
Like you were crying
I expect more from you
Why'd you run from me?
Lonely boy
Painful memories aren't the ones
That you should hold on to
You're a bright new neon boy
Colour my forgiveness bright blue
You're safe now
Angel boy

That's just one more breath
It's gone
So close your eyes now
Chosen boy
I was driving into town
I thought about calling you
But you never pick up
I should have driven to your house
I should have been the one to find you
I hope you weren't afraid
I hope you weren't aware
What was happening to you
Man
I'm afraid to die
Were you?