Right Now

Verse 1:
You’re livin’ this life like you got no dreams
You're steady hatin’ on your self-esteem
You know in your heart you’re another league
Above these artists that are prospering and you’re still not

Been 3 years since your mixtape dropped
No one believed, you still didn’t stop
Now you’re asking “where is my time God?”

Like He ain’t brought you outta Egypt bro
It broke my heart to see me go
Almost quit, you’ve seen me low
But in this pit I’m sinking slow

And there’s no way out
Make it or make it but that’s for my doubt
Took me a minute to figure it out
And as soon as I did, I unfigured it out

Went off to train, you don’t know what that did to me
Built me up physically, tore me down mentally
Past is a history, but It’s a mystery
If I woulda stayed, would I be out killin’ these

Stages, arenas and everything else?
Hated to see it go anywhere else
Save the subpoena, my heart’s in a cell
‘Cause maybe I’m guilty of losing myself

Maybe I’m guilty of sellin’ myself
Maybe I’m really just stuck in this hell
Maybe the answer I’m lookin’ for
Cannot be found in the lines that I write to myself

Chorus:
I’m searching for some answers right now, right now
I thought I’d make it big by now, by now
Always on a quest to prove and stand my ground
I just wanna hear them say I’m proud, I’m proud

I’m proud, I’m proud
I’m proud, I’m proud of you
I’m proud, I’m proud

I’m searching for some answers right now, right now
I thought I’d make it big by now, by now
Always on a quest to prove and stand my ground
I just wanna hear them say I’m proud, I’m proud

I’m proud of you
I’m proud, I’m proud of you