Right now

I feel so sick right now
Might throw a fit right now
I should quit right now
I feel like shit right now

No disrespect to my friends but like
What they ever do for me
I have these same thoughts about
Some of my family
I have the same amout of looks
No matter who you may be
You can't keep this shit for free

I reached out to a friend
That never texts me back
Thats how the story goes
No one ever comes back

Because i get a little greedy
And i want a little more
Then i did last time it found my life
Need to survive
Need to survive

Im in my death bed
Im getting really sick right now
Need you to reach out
( (?) fuckin kill myself)
Its just another day
I can't even complain
Truly im feeling gray
Bipolar to your face

(its been too many takes)
To end a life long lived
I feel the pressure of the
People in my life real quick

I feel so sick right now
Might throw a fit right now
I should quit right now
I feel like shit right now

No disrespect to my friends but like
What they ever do for me
I have these same thoughts about
Some of my family
I have the same amout of looks
No matter who you may be
You can't keep this shit for free

I got some flaws i gotta fix
Im no longer a little kid
I grew up quick remember when
I rode my bike with all my friends
Now im sitting in the front seat
In of a black car driving to work
Tryna make ends meet
Im only seventeen

No disrespect to my friends but like
What they ever do for me
I have these same thoughts about
Some of my family
I have the same amout of looks
No matter who you may be
You can't keep this shit for free