Revival

[Intro: Memphy]
Come to the river, let me see the waterside
Let me slip into the water, go down until I drown

[Verse 1: Playboy The Beast]
Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning
No one around, but that's how I like it
Surrounded by demons that wanna see violence inside of my mind
They grow stronger in silence
I'm up late at night, ain't no way I can sleep
Panic attacks and my heart skipping beats
So terrified of wars, I just wanna be at peace
I just think about my life and my thoughts are too weak
Sometimes I can't breathe and I feel like I'm dying
But I'vе been through so much it was hard to cry
Tired of fighting and being alive
Onе day in my mind, bro, they wouldn't survive
Just look in my face, you'll see pain in my eyes
I've been pleading for help but they don't realize
'Cause only outside I'm pretending I'm fine
I just bottle it up 'cause I got too much pride
Tried praying to God but he never replies
Please heavenly Father just show me a sign
Overcome with emotion and tears in my eyes
And my body feels warm as I drift towards the sky
Though I've got to decide, do I live or I die?
Do I keep bleeding and choose suicide?
I know my kids needs me, I can't leave their side
So no matter the pain man, I gotta survive

[Chorus: Memphy]
Come to the river, let me see the waterside
Let me slip into the water, go down until I drown
Come to the river, let me see the waterside
Let me slip into the water, go down until I drown
Come to the river, let me see the waterside
Let me slip into the water, go down until I drown
Come to the river, let me see the waterside
Let me slip into the water, go down until I drown

[Verse 2: Playboy The Beast]
Now deep down inside of me I feel a change
I wanted to give up but He gave me strength
A soldier of God, now I'm seeking his praise
I've been blessed by His grace so I'm giving him thanks
I know I'm a sinner, but stuck in my ways
But I'm tryna do better and I will not stray
For relations that come up, we living in the last days
Yo, I was so lost and surrounded by flames (okay)
Don't care what you saw 'cause I was still paying
But everything I do now I do in His name
He's giving me purpose and break me from chains
These demons be slandering, laughing, no shame
A soldier of God, I'ma fight for the cause
He died for our sins and shed blood on that cross
With God on my side I can not take a loss so I gotta keep fighting, no matter the cost
I know I'm not perfect, I pray for forgiveness
Only God can judge me, I know we all sinners
Inside I was empty but now I'm replenished
Got God in my heart and a cross on my pendant
Ready for war, homie this my revival
I'll battle these demons equipped with a Bible
A soldier of God reborn a Disciple
You wouldn't be hating if you knew just what we fighting for

[Chorus: Memphy]
Come to the river, let me see the waterside
Let me slip into the water, go down until I drown
Come to the river, let me see the waterside
Let me slip into the water, go down until I drown
Come to the river, let me see the waterside
Let me slip into the water, go down until I drown
Come to the river, let me see the waterside
Let me slip into the water, go down until I drown

[Verse 3: Playboy The Beast]
Why they really wanna see me drown?
Doing everything they can just to hold me down
I'm winning, they frown, I take Ls then they clown
That's how y'all feel 'cause I came up from the underground?
If I shoot and I miss then it is what it is, I can get the rebound
If I don't ever shoot though I'm bound to lose
But bro I am here and I'm bound to prove
I'ma do everything that they doubt I can do
I've been at this for years, this ain't out of the blue
Water's like me, come once in a blue moon
My eyes really open, my spirit's in tune
Now I know what my purpose is, that's to renew
Inspire and educate, leech onto truth
'Cause if I can change it, so can you
This all I got so I gotta pursue it
Got outta the streets and got into the music
I came from the bottom, created a movement
I took the long way and I drew my own blueprint
Yo, who would've known that this would've grown?
Who can supply?
It all happens for a reason at the time that it does
It is with a pause but I never blew up
I just wasn't ready but never gave up
Though it's been a long journey we finally showed up, yeah

[Chorus: Memphy]
Come to the river, let me see the waterside
Let me slip into the water, go down until I drown
Come to the river, let me see the waterside
Let me slip into the water, go down until I drown