Revenge (Joyner Remix)

[Verse 1]
The more that I sit, the more that I seen
The more that I drink, the more that I think
The more I'm awake, the more that I blink
How much I could take? No more than I think
The more that I survive, the more I despise
The more I endure, the more I realize
The more I go through, I know that I'm human
The more I fuck up, I know I'm alive
The more that you talk, the more that I sigh
The more niggas hate, the more that I thrive
I try to relate, I don't even side
Can't do that no more, it's nothing to find
A matter of time, I wonder if I'm a matter at all, don't tell me a lie
The more that I trust, the more that I tried
The more that I loved, the more that I died
You know what I hate? These whores and these sluts
The more that I make, the more that she fuck it
Only go up, the more I go up, but if it go down, I ain't finna duck
Put that shit on Jocc, put that in a box, take that to the bank, go get you a stock
Think you seein' me? Go get you some binoculars bitch in an ocular, it's only I
I can't relax, I don't wanna flop
I don't wanna move, but I don't wanna stop
I don't wanna be like everyone else
I don't wanna play, but I don't wanna watch
I don't do the jigs, I don't do jokes
Go get you a zip if you want some smoke
You wanna be street? Go get you some dope
You fuckin' with me? Go get you a rope
If you finna fight, you ain't finna make it
The AK a chance and you destined to take it
I think it's a glitch in the matrix
I see niggas fidgetin' and shakin'
I seen niggas itchin' to break, but he isn't escapin'
I think it's a glitch in the simulation, must just be mercury retrogradin'
In a house of glass, you wouldn't break the wall
Yo' volume flat, soft interior behind the mask, that's why they act so bad
They don't even like themselves, no wonder they act so sad
Everyday I'm dyin' slow, no wonder why I act so fast

[Chorus]
I don't get no sleep
I see demons, yeah they comin' after me
You gon' see
You gon' die, you gon' bleed
You gon' see
You can cry, you can weep, but they won't hear you scream
You gon' see
Revenge feels sweet
Everything feels better when it ain't no feelings
Who you be? Oh, you 'bout it?
We gon' see
You gon' die, you gon' bleed
You gon' see

[Verse 2]
Oh, revenge is satisfaction? I think not
Who made this real nigga shit attractive? I think 'Pac
The same nigga told me hit 'em up, he told me stop
Now the question ain't why, it's why not
Why wouldn't I work my ass off, why wouldn't I try?
When I ain't got a reason to be here except to die
If you objectify life, put your pride to the side
You'd see what really lies, everything is really lies
And really it ain't much to count on besides the time
Before I waste it I'd die the same death a thousand times
I ain't out my mind, I'm just out my body, yeah my scalp is fine
I just picture my revenge as I remember Columbine
When alone it gets the darkest feel like I'm stuck inside a tarpit
How am I fighting myself and still having to fight charges
How I'm taking this shit step by step and still feel like I'm crawling
Should be walking, shit exhausting, only wish that I could pause it
I was taught that you a target no matter what if you ballin'
And when you black on top of that this shit really a bargain
Sometimes we get effected by some shit that we ain't causin'
It's funny how often life makes you contemplate a coffin
It's funny how constantly I imagine my ascension and speak on it so loosely, niggas think that I'm pretendin'
But if they only knew the reason behind my intentions, shit I'm only really here 'cause I wanna know the endin'

[Chorus]
I don't get no sleep
I see demons, yeah they comin' after me
You gon' see
You gon' die, you gon' bleed
You gon' see
You can cry, you can weep, but they won't hear you scream
You gon' see
Revenge feels sweet
Everything feels better when it ain't no feelings
Who you be? Oh, you 'bout it?
We gon' see
You gon' die you gon' bleed
You gon' see