Revelations

This ain’t revolution, this is revelation for the taking
Saving up for the occasion just to let my spirit rage and
Flee from up inside it’s cage, I thought I’d never see the day
It flew so free up in the clouds, way too long I needed saving
Now I got it
And I get it
And I’m on it
And I’m with it
But I been caught up in this life we living, need forgiving
Need repenting for this sinning
Where you been? I need a message
You been gone for like a minute
And lately I been feeling like he’s never coming back
The clouds are grey they’re turning black
Ain’t no blessings falling in my lap
But I been falling in these traps, tryna get me target on my back
Wise man told me that
Everywhere I go I can see the act
I can see the facts, Lord knows I’m trapped
Need the holy water running from my tap, can you give me that?
Will I make it to your gates if I stay singing all your praises
Should I sell my soul to put in the plate of the collection, need protection, need direction where I’m heading
But don’t pray for me
He ain’t listening to me up there in heaven
I could sell my soul to reach heaven’s doors
I could bless us all if I clean my thoughts
I could spare us all if I live by law
But how long til the kingdom falls?
And the kingdom calls, and the kingdom comes
And the wicked run from the blessed sun
My spirit’s numb, I can hear it come, my fear it comes
To judge me while I’m tryna flee it and all of my being
And all that I’m doing, and all that I’m seeing
Is proof I need freeing, so free me from demons
Beneath me they’re creeping, they want me for keeping
But Lord I don’t need it
I’m praying for answers but get no reply
You just left me on the ground here to die
And lately I been feeling like he’s never coming back

Don’t pray for me, don’t waste your last bits of faith on me
I’m too far gone, tell the truth my soul’s been sold, cut a deal and I waived the fee
Think I had a revelation, tryna step outside the simulation
My Truman Show boat hit the painting
They in the sky to test my patience, I feel this pain
Contain it, think it’s staying for the day and
This temptation’s in my face, I medicate it let’s get faded
Sacramental wine and wafers
Used my soul as form of payment
I can’t get it back
Pleas forgive me now
This my revelation, now our heads we bow

(Bridge) x2
My soul is numb
Frozen cold in the sun
I look up to the sky
I don’t see anyone
Tell me some
Is he looking through the clouds?
Is he looking through the sky?
Is he looking down right on you and I?

[Outro] x3
(And lately I feel like's never coming back)