REVELATION

[Verse 1]
I sit and wonder why I can’t just live and be myself
Isolated from my mind ain’t no pill that I take’ll help
In this hell
Doing everything I can to keep it real
Feel this feeling taking over me
Now I can’t help but dwell on all my guilt
My will is fading
Lose my sense of space
I’m in the vacant
Ain’t no savin me
Don’t put your time to waste
Live my days
Til they’re ended then I’ll quickly be replaced
Ima wait
Any day could be the first down in my grave
A force of nature
Cause me all this hatred
I won’t make it
If thesе thoughts up in my head won’t leave my brokеn mind a vacancy
I’m patiently waiting
And conversating with satan
I’ll never lay my head to rest I’m seeing all of these faces
And I can’t take it
I hate it every time that I awaken
Feel my saneness start to fade from me
I push it all away
Take a break from creation
Don’t need the fame they be chasing
And I can’t seem to find a way to shake this pain I’m erasing
I can’t escape it
My mental state a step away from breakin down
It’s slowly been degrading since the day I started thinkin bout my life and what I’ve made it
Inhaling til I daze out
I’m faded and I’m in the rain
Where I remain now