Revelation

Verse 1
Alright I was never like the other kids I was always worried about what I'm surrounded wit who I hung out wit and what I would even spend my time wit and
This was no basic shit I wanted to go out to many places but I couldn't with all these familiar faces competing in these social races so I
Stayed home minding my own business and now I have decreasing friends list so people understand I'm trying to be something different
Throughout my life I felt no one would listen to my feelings thoughts and envisions but how could I blame em when I can't do the same no matter how hard I
Try due to my attention deficit condition so I stick with these rants on snapchat but I don't wanna be about that I gotta stick with the
Pens and papers instead of screens and fingers and quit giving these teasers it ain't increasing my believers and it ain't making me more realer
The brain is the best healer and the heart is the best teacher you don't need a drug dealer or a kiss under the bleacher to tame your creature
But speaking about girls I just want one that makes me wanna tell my mom "I can't wait until you meet her she make me a heavy breather there's none more sweeter"
But they all the best revealer of why we can't go together whether it's the mad attention seeker and freaks if I go five minutes not please her
Or it's mental trauma she lets it deceive her thoughts on what others mean to her and only attract negative pleasers and suffers but
Acts like they all just wanna be mean to her with every word they muster so she is emotionally distant like an Olympic runner what a bummer
But it could go both ways they could be a psycho and they won't even let me write notes because they're too scared to listen to their own thoughts
Or it could be as simple as a party bum who isn't comfortable with any guy for a month and always calling the next one the one
Don't deny these things I've seen them all happen a billion times and the thought gives me a billion "why's?" I am not telling any lies
Hook
No one understands exactly who I am and that's exactly how I like it so you keep listenin' to my writin's
I know what it's like to be the shy kid and the loud kid. I know what it's like to be the smart kid and the dumb kid. I know what it's like to be the ugly kid and the hot kid. Your happiness will NOT come from anything outside your body
You can NOT wish to be the opposite of who you are to be who you wanna be. You gotta love yourself and chase your dreams to really feel free! And don't say it's all thanks to me it's all about your belief! Adversity only means a higher chance of succeed just look behind the scenes of all these celebrities!
Verse 2
And do not get me started with all the things we see on tv with people shooting others because of extreme belief and can't learn to coexist
But I guess there's something about another person's business that we can not resist and that is why we are always stuck on channel six
It's so easy to turn to the negative with the gossipin' and before you know it it is sadly all that we can represent
And now we have these thoughts manifestin' before you know it you secretly feel it controllin' your brain all of a sudden we can all feel you
Flowin' into action so now you gotta start actin' like a cool dude in front of all your friends and now you packin' man what happened?
These things will turn into a damned dirty habit and you gotta quit this wack shit only good you're doing is money to the flag ship
But now the small stuff ain't enough with the bluff red solo cup and trespassin' maybe time for a new target
Now you stealing from your best friends jar and trying new drugs that are way more harsh and you keep breakin' yo poor momma's heart and
Now you feel the depression from all the aggression of only actin' selfish and this is a sight to others that is very perplexin'
And I know you don't get it as well with the rest and you keep feedin' to the addiction to forget it again and again and
It's getting worse and worse and now you're thinking to end it while others think it's for the attention because you keep doing these things to yourself subconsciously
Until you're on your knees can't stop thinking of trips to the pharmacy because you now think of this place as some sort of safe haven
I've seen this through friends and family whatever you feed you cravin' has an exact correlation to your brain and the way you treat other people
But now your selfish habit makes you not care about another person's attachment to your worthless existence with hoppin' fences dodgin' hints that
Your commitment will push you past the limit until you're chillin' in a coffin before you even had the chance to meet your future family
No one understands exactly who I am and that's exactly how I like it so you keep listenin' to my writin's
I know what it's like to be the quiet kid and the loud kid. I know what it's like to be the smart kid and the dumb kid. I know what it's like to be the ugly kid and the hot kid. Your happiness will NOT come from anything outside your body