Return to Self-Loathing

Sick of the way i am feeling
Waking up watching myself slipping
Should i just take out my eyes?
No longer want them for this life
Acting strong only on the outside
Hiding shame and pain on the inside
I've tried to block my mind of this and pretend is doesn't exist
Loosing my mind once again
Stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said)
Sleepless nights staring at the ceiling
Sanity running on empty
Try to block my mind of this and pretend it doesn't exist
Loosing my mind once again
Stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said)
Taken for granted again
Stranding my thoughts no matter what i said
Loosing my mind again
Stranded my thoughts no matter what i said
Loosing my mind once again
Stranding my thoughts no matter what i said