Retrospect

Verse:
Hold up
You think you know me well
But you don’t know me
Like I know me when I’m by myself
Tears running from my pupils going thru some hell
I lash out when I mad I think I need some help
Lawd
Praying for some wisdom
Cause this righteous shit is hard
It’s harder in the dark
When you Fight against the odds
The point of my existence
If I ain’t doing my job
Then I ride around the district
See who’s really living hard
My brothers got kids now
My niece is in high school
Where do the time go
I know it’s my job soon
To take care everything
We only get older
When I talk to my old hoes
I hope that know we been over
Shit
I got bitches up From Brooklyn
Living like this shit is crooklyn
That abortion got me shooken
My depression running wild
Since I almost had a child
Now I’m always pulling out
After that I smoke some loud
What they really want for me
A lil bit of knowledge and some company
Damn
Slaying all my demons when they come for me
Ive been focused
Never loafin
Being honest with my feelings
Help with cope with

Hook:
Voicemail Plays

You know I love you too
You ain’t do nothing
You know I got my problems
You know a nigga been hustling

Verse 2:
Put my heart & soul in black matter still I’m broke
I been putting all this work in
Bitch I ain’t seeing results
I need guaranteed
So I’m out here planting seeds
I can’t even love you if a nigga never loved himself
Lord this shit is crazy
You love me like you say you do
You gotta show your patience
I can't even fuck with
If all you do is
Weed in my lungs
Feeling numb just looking at the man that I become
The chosen one

Marcellus Verse:
Ive been taking to myself just perfecting all my BlessingsX2
Niggas hate to see you win
Never thought you would jump ship
Everybody can't be friends
This shit all about business
Niggas do not know the difference
Boy i gotta feed my children
Ain't got no time for your feelings
I'm on a whole separate mission
Ive been calling out to God for answers
But last night I got the tone man no answer
Man my baby in here crying he need pampers
Who the fuck is going do it if it ain't me
I think i'm going crazy
Cause ive been up late night
Stop from getting lazy
Or complacent I think I'm changing
I try to make all you love me you stepped on my heart
Its like someone done turned off the lights
& now everything's dark
And i need you to love me yeah
Said i need you to love me yeah!