Retrospect

Black on black is my disguise
Tried to make it work, a thousand times
Now I'm... looking for a get away
My heart's the grand prize in a giveaway
Lonely soul sold out, but everybody knew you would
Everybody see your good fortune
Your baby mama get a little portion
Watch my ideas come to life
You're right besides me
You're my afterthought
You're so real, I get cold chills
What you told me when was at the loft
I lost my pride when the cash was gone
When life left me on my own
In the bathroom contemplating suicide
Eyes closed on the freeway
Smelling like Hennessy
Bumping Jeezy make the evil come out
Just wanna stunt let Knieval come out
Illegal lifestyle time for the stick up
Brag about spoils of war
Right before we make out in a pick-up
Pick up the phone when a real nigga call
Kaws re-prints on a real niggas' walls
I'm learning bout commerce, I'm learning bout art
She picks my brain, all while we parked
Wanna hear about my views of the world
But my world will never belong to her
I'm too up and eager to fuck
Fuck the life they think belongs to us

Huh
Haaannh?
Yeah