[Verse 1: xona]
And I wish we could restore
It's no more
The same violence hits my door
And I swore
[Chorus: xona]
That I can't bring my friends
And my trust issues push me at edge
Like, why do you care?
I'm a mess to you, as you watch and stare
Can't bring my friends
And my trust issues push me at edge
Like, why do you care?
I'm a mess to you, as you watch and stare
[Verse 2: xona]
I'll find a way back
It's been days I've had
But you mark your words like before
I've been at this war
Breaking up with you helped me restore
But I'm laying on this floor
I wither down onto my core
[Verse 3: Hovis]
I tried to tell thеm I was down for it all, but they went up
When I was following, I slip and I fall, I can't gеt up
I'm stranded here, I see them and I call for a pickup
They see me, think that I'm a wall, you think you are so slick, huh?
But I'm done with complaining
I'll go past and make it in
All this love is not to give
But I still wanna live
And I see them starin' at me
I made it where I belong, I did all on my own
It's just me, not you, not we
I picked up myself up alone, I knew that I could be strong
But through the raging wind, I can see you coming here
You said that it's not that scary but I think its something feared
Everything is so abandoned, yeah, there's nothing here
But I can rebuild it all, I will be the overseer
[Chorus: xona]
That I can't bring my friends
And my trust issues push me at edge
Like, why do you care?
I'm a mess to you, as you watch and stare
Can't bring my friends
And my trust issues push me at edge
Like, why do you care?
I'm a mess to you, as you watch and stare