RESTLESS

We just drive fast, no going slow
All of our memories, tended to glow
It's been a long time since you called out my name
Scars on my back from when you killed me in vien
I remember it was against the whole world
And now we just fuck it
It was against them all
But now we kicked the bucket
It's been a long month and I'm driving alone
All I ever wanted was for you to come home

It's been a hard month, yeah I admit to this claim
But everything you did made me go insane
The cheating and the lying yeah it wasn't enough
But every time you killed me yeah I got a bit more tough
A heart made of stone but you still smashed it
I wonder how them others felt must've been tragic
I'm laying in my bed still feeling restless
The memories of us are gone and I know I got this

Sometimes I find myself wondering how you're doing
But deep down all I feel is anger brewing
"YOU'RE WORTHLESS, YOU'RE WORTHLESS, YOU'LL NEVER GO FAR"
That I was you told me and I took it to heart
I packed up my shit and headed to LA
I signed a record deal and I've never been so great

It's been a hard month, yeah I admit to this claim
But everything you did made me go insane
The cheating and the lying yeah it wasn't enough
But every time you killed me yeah I got a bit more tough
A heart made of stone but you still smashed it
I wonder how them others felt must've been tragic
I'm laying in my bed still feeling restless
The memories of us are gone and I know I got this

No driving fast, taking things slow
I'll never forget the things that I said I'd let go
It's been a hard life but I'm here standing tall
Everything I do is to make you feel small

It's been a hard month, yeah I admit to this claim
But everything you did made me go insane
The cheating and the lying yeah it wasn't enough
But every time you killed me yeah I got a bit more tough
A heart made of stone but you still smashed it
I wonder how them others felt must've been tragic
I'm laying in my bed still feeling restless
The memories of us are gone and I know I got this

Now I am shining and I'm on my own
I feel as if I'm ready to call this my home
I found someone new who wants a planet tattoo
I wonder what the future will hold for just us two