Resting In Between

I spent my life just kissing kings in their paper crowns

And dancing to the music of their minds

Then there was you and my emptiness was filled with perfect poisons

That killed their fickle lies

No I wouldn’t change a thing

But it hurts to see everything

Am I weak

Or am I trusting something that I never thought I’d seek

The world that’s built around me now has never felt so bleak

And I’m seeing what I’m meant to

And it hurts to know I spent my time just resting in between

I’m too afraid to admit I’ve got a problem and

I’m far too weak to make it on my own

Just wish that I could see the person I sеt out to be before I ran from

Bеing left alone

No I wouldn’t change a thing

But it hurts to feel everything

Am I weak

Or am I trusting something that I never thought I’d seek

The world that’s built around me now has never felt so bleak

And I’m seeing what I’m meant to

And it hurts to know I spent my time just resting in between

If I never climb up to the surface

If I never seek to know my purpose

Will I ever know if I deserve it

If I sit around and grow impatient

If I get a chance to grow and waste it

Will I ever know if I could make it

Am I weak

Or am I trusting something that I never thought I’d seek

The world that’s built around me now has never felt so bleak

And I’m seeing what I’m meant to

And it hurts to know I spent my time

Being weak

And always trusting something that I never thought I’d seek

The world that’s built around me now has never felt so bleak

And I’m seeing what I’m meant to

And it hurts to know I spent my time

Just resting in between