Rest

I need sleep, longing for silence and solitude
Won't you bring me an eternal dream of static frequencies?
No more loneliness, beyond my last breath
Close my eyes, and let me fucking rest

Watch me sink deep beneath your feet
Tell me where: Where will my soul take me?
Unconscious thought treads the speed of light
Spiraling and absorbing me
A piece of absolution, realization and confirmation
Everything is gonna be fine
I once imaginеd that I could fly
Bu the fear of falling killed my will
Dissolving my drivе

I like to believe that my will is strong
But when your bones are breaking
And your arms are shaking
How does one carry on?

These thoughts won't go away until I understand my pain

Fuck

Just like the old days when we were young
When a smile came naturally
My inspiration to carry on
When I'm tired and crumbling
Get me out of this place
That I decided I'd create and call reality
Take me somewhere where sovereignty
Isn't leaving me restless
Leaving me restless

Rest!
I don't wanna die
But sometimes I hate the feeling of being alive
Crawls on my skull, but under my skin
Screams in my ear
"You'll never win, never win."
Never fucking win

I feel sick
Weak and alone
So I'm counting down the fucking days
Counting my fucking life away
I can't stand the fucking monotony

This circle is merciless
This instant is endless
And I know I'm not the only one who feels like this
I'll take my heart and pride
And find a way to escape this fragile mind and
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go

Get me out of this place
That I decided I'd create and call reality
Take me somewhere where sovereignty
Isn't leaving me restless
Leaving me restless

Get me out of this place
(Just like the old days when we were young)
That I decided I'd create and call reality
(When a smile came naturally)
Take me somewhere where sovereignty
(My inspiration to carry on)
Isn't leaving me restless
(When I'm tired and crumbling)
Leaving me restless