rest at ease

[Verse]
It's either I'm ready or not
I'm facing all these issues I wish I'd kill my thoughts
Keep in mind I've been knew I'm a problem I'm cleaning it up
I don't want to see that sight no more, put gas up in my lungs
Out of respect for you my brother, I don't do that no more
I know your alwa- watching above so I'd act normal
Tell you the truth the city without you, it don't feel like home
You could look into my eyes, I don't see you gone

Used to think I need to have it all
Used to think I need my money stood tall
Even if I get the bread, I can't break my falls
Nothing in the world can change the fact my brother can't pick up my calls
Nothing in the world can change the fact that I can't feel yo pulse
I can't do nun but get back up and stand up tall
I'm still doin' this shit for you after all
I'm still doin' it all for you watch me go far