[Intro]
(One, two, three, one, two, three)
(One, two, three, one, two, three, four)
(One, two, three, one, two, three)
(One, two, three, one, two, three, four)
[Verse 1]
I can’t find the words so I say that I miss you
You hate reaching out and I still have my issues
But what can you say when it all goes to waste?
In the back of your 'Rolla, all gas and no brakes
And fuck your new boyfriend, he acts like your dad
'Cause you gave up on piano, and you dyed your hair black
I don’t miss you, no, I don’t miss you, uh
But I miss every moment, each feeling you gave me
Saw me at my lowest, and I’d let you save me
Now I can’t escape everything I should’ve said
So I wrote this fucking letter with the memory of your face
[Instrumental Chorus: Ryan Hall, han.irl]
(Take me back)
(Two, three)
(It's not your fault)
(I wanna hear Ryan)
[Verse 2]
And now can you tell when the birds sing the name
That you know all too well? Or the thought you wish you didn’t?
'Cause I’m still on that pedestal singing 'bout your faults
The scapegoat in your aftermath, reaching for your dust
And I don’t know when we got old enough to drink
'Cause I passed out on your basement floor at least once a week
And your friends fuckin' hate me, but I could give a shit
If you gave me the time, maybe I could commit
[Instrumental Chorus]
[Bridge]
Do you like me less?
Reach out when I hold my breath
'Cause I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing
I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing
When I say, "I love you"
[Outro]
And you are the reason I can’t get to sleepin'
Blamed it on seasons, you
You are the reason I won’t stop believing in love
(Is it worth it if I let go?)
I took the walk of shame
Forgot what I became, in need of something more
(Let all your world collapse, I am here; I'm right here)
(You’re the only part of me that could give me peace)
(Let all your world collapse, I am here)
(You’re the only part of me that could give me peace)