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[Verse 1]
I guess I fucked up, looking at another picture buried in my past
I saw your face, then it threw me deep into the trash
How could I try to forget everything, it wouldn't last
I didn't know, that I would feel like this I'm about to crash
I'm being honest with myself now
My mental health is deteriorating, it's gone now
My patience for everything around me, has gone down
I've back tracked and slowly taking the wrong route
Maybe I need to give up on everything that I have been dreaming
These people around me, I don't think that they believe it
No I don't want to hear what you say 'cause inside I am screaming
I've been digging into walls, now my nails, they are bleeding
It always plays in my mind, I think on the day you were leaving
You tried to give me a gift, I didn't want to receive it
Now we are getting older, I can feel me getting colder
Obviously I got a fucking chip, that's growing on my shoulder
Thought that if I saw a picture of you, I would be okay
Only thing it taught me now is that it wouldn't be the same
Deep inside my heart, it's building up, I feel a lot of pain and disdain
These people don't remember my name
I'm standing outside drown inside of the rain
Living in my memories drown inside of the pain
Cutting everybody off and staying alone
Retract inside, now where'd he go
No I don't know why I'm so cold
I hate this life, I want to go
So am I cursed to chase this dream
For me follow what I believe
I'm suffering, I want to leave
Don't want to die, don't want to bleed
I want to go, so let me leave
I think I'm hurt, what I did I see?

[Chorus]
No, I'm staying alone 'cause I know I'll do better
I've given up so much for you to feel better
And sacrificed so much for me to feel lesser
Now, so don't blow up my phone 'cause now I'm not around
You never could answer my questioning now
And everytime I talk to you I feel down now
Yeah, and you don't gotta like me
'Cause I don't like my motherfuckin' self
So tell me is that bad for my health
No, I'm staying alone 'cause I know I'll do better
I've given up so much for you to feel better
And sacrificed so much for me to feel lesser, now

[Verse 2]
And honestly, I gotta tell you bro, sometimes you cool
But most of the time when I talk to you, you a motherfuckin' asshole
And it stresses me out 'cause most of the time, I'm just here looking out
And I promise you this ain't a diss, I'm just being honest with you
You make me feel like shit
Everybody already knows, that I got the lyrical capability
But all I need is an opportunity for someone on that level
To try to not be jealous and try to just move with me
But you, you just want to step me
It makes you feel better doesn't it
You got all these fucking plays and I don't got shit right
You got a million plays off a song that you dissed me on
When I was thinking we friends and forced me to respond
And everybody tried to make me seem like I was hating
And his girl tried to make it seem like I was crazy
Until they admitted it seriously though
Thank you for the tattoo and I appreciate it
But I'm tired of all the fucking hating
I'm tired of being surrounded by dumb asses
That don't want to learn shit
That don't want to progress
That don't want to see what's next
That don't want to try their best
I need to practice for my test
Not being ridiculed by people who's supposed to want my best

[Chorus]
No, I'm staying alone 'cause I know I'll do better
I've given up so much for you to feel better
And sacrificed so much for me to feel lesser
Now, so don't blow up my phone 'cause now I'm not around
You never could answer my questioning now
And everytime I talk to you I feel down now
Yeah, and you don't gotta like me
'Cause I don't like my motherfuckin' self
So tell me is that bad for my health
No, I'm staying alone 'cause I know I'll do better
I've given up so much for you to feel better
And sacrificed so much for me to feel lesser, now

[Outro]
You know what's sad?
We start off ass little fuckin' kids where the world just seems so happy to us
And as you start to go through life
And you whitness some of the darkest shit that you could ever imagine
It slowly starts to change you on the inside to where you can't trust anybody
You wanna give opportunities to people to be a part of your life
But you just got this wall up that cannot be broken down
Because you already know what's gonna fuckin' happen
Yeah, let whoever say whatever the fuck they wanna say about me
I literally don't even give a fuck anymore, I honestly don't care
You know whether it's some music shit whether it's life shit
I just don't give a fuck anymore