Repent x_x

[Verse 1: Johnny Dinero]
Stuck in this vicious cycle of hatred
Wanting to kill myself when I'm not faded
With the fake love I received I feel jaded
Feeling fucking anxious my feelings are gated
Scars all over my body I'm in pain
I swear day by day I'm going insane
Grab the razor blade and put it to my fucking veins
I'm so fucking done I can't remember my own name
Fuck, why do I keep doing this shit
Say I'll kill myself but then I fuckin' dip
Already tried it once and that shit ain't fucking stick
I'm fucked up girl then quit
Flashbacks to when my nigga died
I couldn't even fuckin' say goodbye
A bullet hit him and I couldn't cry
Didn't go to his funeral that shit haunts my life
Shit, I've done a lot of mistakes
A lot of shit I wish to remake
Barely got 17 years to my name
I'm in the dark beating myself up all day

[Interlude]
In the beating myself up all day
In the beating myself up all day
All day

[Chorus]
I sit here in the darkness
I sit here in the darkness
Repenting my own sins
I swear that I'm not heartless
I sit here in the darkness
I sit here in the darkness
Repenting my own sins
I swear that I'm not heartless