Rep·e·ti·tion

I dont wanna be the pill
That you take when youve fucked up bad
Makes me mad
I dont like to be like that
Always want to say its my bad

Tell me what you want this time
Every second that i cross cross your mind
Twist and turn
When the fuck will i learn
Every day my stomach churns

I’ll go rot in some old well
Dont give a fuck bout health
I’ll dissolve in my shell
And melt out in my cell

Repetition rots my whole existence
Can i fucking get a break
From all these sickening
Voices
In me
They all say im edgy
I just need some help
That dont involve me speaking
Weeping

Ive been left alone
The ones i knew
All start to flew
And its all my fucking fault

Drive away
To ease my brain
I can only talk to one
The ones ive trusted are in the ground
Who do i have left to love
I can't tell my friends from a face ive known

Who the fuck are yall
Who the fuck am i
Never took the time
I realize at once
I just need to build more confidence