REMIND ME, WHY AM I HERE AGAIN?

Golden ratio my bar count
I'm imbalanced chemically but compound
Know the law of gravity i fall down
Like them victims dying with they arms down

It's a tragedy, all the casualties
And the people who treat it so casually
The catastrophe, ripping families
All the hate that is born grows rapidly

Never will I talk, they might laugh at me
Tell me what you want, shit ain't bad for me
You just have a front, so i backhand him
Bullet hit his lungs increase my batting average
I don't wanna talk, leave my ass alone
Call me if you want i won't pick up the phone
Every time we do this neither of us grow
I'm angry but I'm always sad to see you go

Diamonds not everything nice but I'm lit
I just like ice cause the feeling it give me
Always try play on the dick cause she friendly
Smoking my gas til the blunt on empty
I don't give a fuck bout you niggas so tempt me
Just took my brain and my heart and i blended
Just took my pain in my heart and transcended
I know they afraid by the vibe that they sending

Funny when you got an industry ducking you, laugh in my face but i know you're uncomfortable
Never hear nothing but lies and its wonderful just cause i know how you stand when in front of you

I don't wanna know (I don't really care)
Wake up feeling low (Why I'm even here)
Ass that on the floor (Reason why I'm here)
On a slipping slope (Bout to disappear)

Way that I feel wrong, fuck being right
Waiting to peel some'n, tucking the knife
Waiting to feel some'n pill down the pipe im debating to kill some'n thinking bout life
Did all this shit by myself and my strife
Getting my got and it forced me to strive
Never knew me or the thing that's inside it's a pleasure to know i was born to survive

Golden ratio my bar count
I'm imbalanced chemically but compound
Know the law of gravity i fall down
Like them victims dying with they arms down

It's a tragedy, all the casualties
And the people who treat it so casually
The catastrophe, ripping families
All the hate that is born grows rapidly