This song is about coming to terms with being a complete asshole and dealing with how difficult it is to apologise especially after years have passed. I’ve been a huge douchebag for a rather large group of people over the years, and for years explained my actions to myself as simply defending myself...
[Verse 1]
Remind me again why these dreams don’t stop, I need them to end
Tell me again, again, again, again, why I am like I am
The words I said, they don’t mean a thing to me
Now we’re stuck in here, there’s nothing left for me
The things I wrote, they don’t make me feel anything
Get me out of my mind, get me out of my mind again
[Chorus]
No one is ever what they think they are
Think I’m a pretty fucking big deal
And I’m not one to ever tell on you
Remind me again what you’re gonna do with me
No one is ever what what they think they are
Think I’m a pretty fucking big deal
And I’m not one to ever tell on you
Remind me again what you’re gonna do with me
[Verse 2]
Remind me again why I get anxious when I need to pretend
And I’ll raise a toast for that asshole I was forced to friend
The words I said, they don’t mean a thing to me
Now we’re stuck in here there’s nothing left for me
The things I wrote, they don’t make me feel anything
Get me out of my mind, get me out of my mind again
[Chorus]
No one is ever what they think they are
Think I’m a pretty fucking big deal
And I’m not one to ever tell on you
Remind me again what you’re gonna do with me
No one is ever what what they think they are
Think I’m a pretty fucking big deal
And I’m not one to ever tell on you
Remind me again what you’re gonna do with me
[Bridge]
I never wanted to be friends
I always made you make amends
But I do miss you now
A drink too many feels alright
Too many bad words have aligned
And I want to say I’m sorry
And I want to say I’m sorry
And I want to say I’m sorry
[Chorus]
No one is ever what they think they are
Think I’m a pretty fucking big deal
And I’m not one to ever tell on you
Remind me again what you’re gonna do with me
No one is ever what what they think they are
Think I’m a pretty fucking big deal
And I’m not one to ever tell on you
Remind me again what you’re gonna do with me
Remind me again what you’re gonna do with me
Remind me again what you’re gonna do with me