Remedy

[Intro]
Living sucks, loving sucks
I got too much emotions stuck inside
I tried to be honest and tell everything i felt
But now i'm hiding everything i don’t know why

My ex girlfriend told me I was too depressing

[Verse]
She left me cuz i was sharing my pain
I guess she didn't really love me i dont give a fuck
Sometimes I hate the fact she thinks she knows everything about me
I had forgotten everything i've lived before 2017

But I went to a walk with her and now I remember everything
I don’t understand how I came from that cool youth to depression
I don't know why the sun makes me nostalgic
Things that make people happy make me depressed

They gave me these pills to help me cope with the pain
But now that I take them I only feel fuckin" numb
I can't stand the fact I'm feeling emotionless
I was saying suicide is the remedy for my heart

People think genocide is the remedy for this earth
They be flexing a lifestyle full of drugs
They saying getting fucked up is cool, I don't get it

And I write and i write and i write, yuh
Hoping the pain will fade away, yuh
Like a white and yellow pill in my glass, yuh
And i write and i write and i write, yuh

I found the remedy for my depression, something that would save me
But I'm scared of feeling better, of loosing my inspiration
Depression get me stuck in my life but helps me with my art
I don't know if I should use this fuckin remedy ...