Reluctant Aversion

The beginning that never started
The end that always is
How can I explain to you
I can't, I can't

I'm sorrowful and sedate
At my ability to communicate
The walking dream we all realize
Someday someway

Clobbered by the clam I feel right now
And the repetition of challenge
I quit, I quit take away my time
I never really had time

Time had me you see
And pushed me here and there
I a reluctant aversion
Why should I bе myself?

As if I could know who I was
Sure I'm swept by thе waves
Of a chaotic ocean

Time you took me transplanted me
Transformed me transported me
I never stood my ground
I was always undefined