Relinquish

[Verse]
Ain’t a person give the impression of givin’ attention to grave depression
Until a person is gone and perished and is in a grave disintegratin’
Hence, I’m makin’ this record just to spread awareness, I struggle with one
My situation is I’m stranded in a foreign place because of my dad and ain’t a person can save me
So here in anguish, I continue waitin’
I’m adjurin’ an aid endlessly or any form of rescuin’
In the previous, I’m assumin’ nearly 3 or 4 so years
I relinquish, ain’t this rugged
Truly, I’m incapable of continually doing this
I care for my mother, significant other and siblings
But you can’t long for me to be optimistic and keep on living
If this is life, I’d take my own preferably
No longer horror stricken
On the 7th storey building, glarin’ at the floor
You call me selfish? maybe
But jumpin’ off seems rewarding, I admit
Around the clock I go up there and look down to get used to it and think about how that’s the easiest and quickest route, you’re killedd
No affliction, as soon as you hit the ground, you’re finished