Release

[Intro)
Love in my heart
Heart of my soul
I know
I know
I gotta go
It’s time for the show
No longer living in the past
Can’t look back no more
I gotta grow
I gotta glow
Yes I gotta go

Yea yea

[Chorus]
I'm releasing it
All that pain I had up in my heart
Girl I loved you from the start
But you made loving you so hard
I'm releasing it
Everything that we ever went through
I can't turn my back on you
Just know I cannot fuck with you
I'm releasing it
Pressure too high
Look me in the eye
You'll cry but you still lie
I'm releasing it
Moving on
Yea it's only right
Reaching new heights
Baby it's my time
Now I gotta shine

[Verse 1]
Was sick of trying for the longest
So I kept it quiet
All that I been through like a pitch with the wind behind it
A heart of diamond and a soul made of gold I am timeless
Hole in my soul? Cannot find it
Looking for love? You won’t find shit
What can I do?
I got betrayed on some other shit
Every girl ever since done been the opposite of heaven sent
Ain’t even relevant to say I love relationships
I’m meaning no disrespect but I can’t give my heart to another bitch
That’s how I felt yesterday
Way yesterday
The sun been coming out & clouds ain’t looking grey today
Can’t hold no grudges
T I love you & I gotchu covered
Don’t want no others but I know that I’m gon find another
Someone who fuck with me the way you fucked with me
Someone who like to touch me how you touched me
I’m yet to see somebody more lovely
I just hope that motherfucker know about some loyalty
Know how I’m flowing
You claiming love
I saw motives
You probably thought I wouldn’t notice
And played me like I was poker
So bogus
You were my lotus
Love dried out while we were growing
Then washed away like an ocean
I don’t stay by an ocean
But somehow I’m barely floating
Soul scorching but my heart is freezing
Stress shaking me like a seizure
Get bored with small talk so easy
I even supersize greetings
Must practice what I be preaching
All that extra pain Im keeping
That’s what the fuck I’m releasing

[Chorus]
I’m releasing it
All this stress I got up on my brain
Shit won’t never change until I let it go and do my thing
I’m releasing it
Had to learn that people really change
Talk down on my name
But I got a crown I gotta claim
I’m releasing it
Never worried bout the jealousy
Niggas hate on me
Every day but I ain’t losing sleep
I’m releasing it
Everything that ever held me back
Real me
Only me
I ain’t never looking back

[Verse 2]
Niggas be screaming blasphemy
When I call em frauds
Knowing they don’t care for me
That’s the real tragedy
Can’t even roll in peace like Kodak
Can you picture me caring what you think of me
I’m my biggest critic
What you say I been said to me
It is my destiny
You the child
So I gotta reach every thing I’m fantasizing bout
In my dreams
On this beat I’m Mr. Clean
This is Russell Wilson in the 4th quarter scrambling
Hopping on this beat like a trampoline
Feeling Melo
Anthony
Fuck depression
Fueled my insanity
Let it go now people saying why you change on me
Well damn you know I had to get better eventually
From the depths I arose
To the peaks I may reach
It is one thing fasho
That I hope you learn from me
All the pain in your soul
Soon will come release
Soon will come release