Relapse

[Chorus]
Feelin' all this weight upon my shoulders
I swear that these nights keep getting colder
All these things keep eating at my soul
So many things I gotta let go, yeah whoa

[Post-Chorus]
But I’m not the same
They're my old ways
They gotta go
No more delay
I hate feeling this way, yeah
I hate feeling this way, yeah

[Verse 1]
Every time we get closer
I fall right back into my ways
So many times I had fell astray
But I guess I had some better days
I said, I wouldn't be the same
But I keep feeling all these pains
I promised I was gon’ change
But I keep yelling Your name
Lost, I don't know where to go
Like I'm wearin' blindfolds
But You're after my goals

[Chorus]
Feelin' all this weight upon my shoulders
I swear that these nights keep getting colder (These nights keep getting colder)
All these things keep eating at my soul
So many things I gotta let go, yeah whoa

[Post-Chorus]
But I'm not the same (I'm not the same)
They’re my old ways (They’re my old ways)
They gotta go (They gotta go)
No more delay (No more delay)
I hate feeling this way, yeah
I hate feeling this way, yeah

[Verse 2]
Wake up, early mornings just to lay and pray
Fallin' off my Word, Lord, I am so afraid
I need You with me, guidin’ me day-by-day
Need all of these pains of life to go away
Ay I'm in a drought, need to go a different route
I'm in and I'm out, God, I need to work it out
I’m in and I'm out, gotta-gotta work it out

[Chorus]
Feelin' all this weight upon my shoulders
I swear that these nights keep getting colder (These nights keep getting colder)
All these things keep eating at my soul
So many things I gotta let go, yeah whoa

[Post-Chorus]
But I'm not the same (I'm not the same)
They're my old ways (They're my old ways)
They gotta go (They gotta go)
No more delay (No more delay)
I hate feeling this way, yeah
I hate feeling this way, yeah