Relapse

[Verse 1]
Reeling from the feeling of living out this existence
Screaming out for help feels like nobody ever listens
Took all of the chemicals didn’t notice a difference
And I’m not well equipped enough to handle what a bitch it is
Sometimes still fail to see how it’s relevant
Blindly naming my demons just for the hell of it
Desperate in searching for a solution more elegant
After traumas carved their stories in my skeleton

[Verse 2]
Either way
I’m not okay
I don’t wanna see the next day
Just let me fade away
Fucking ignore all the pain
My mind became the prison
Life just feels like the chain
And there’s nothing to say
This soul can’t be saved

[Chorus]
Sometimes I wish I could sleep at night
Lay my head down turn out the lights
For someone like me there’s no peace of mind
Cause it’s when my demons are most unkind