Rehab Interlude

[Verse]
I start my rehab, it feel like a recap
I just go through the stages like I wish I didn't relapse
Man the past just be catching up so fast and
I can't run for much longer and I stopped getting stronger
A long time ago
They don't even ask, they just turn around and go out the door
Like they don't give a shit, man I know they never did
They can't convince this kid cause they looked me in my eyes
And then proceeded to lie
Then they act like I ain't got a reason to be mad
I be looking at them like "god damn man" it's so sad
I be posting all that just for them to never say shit back
Man it's fucked up, I can never do enough for the homies back at home
Now that I moved I'm just so alone, living life in a new mode
Popping pills, smoking joints, sipping drink
Man, my life is what I'd pay just to take the pain away