Regular Real Nigga

[Verse]
My nigga died, I had to go and find some new niggas (Paper & Ink made this)
Thankful that I ran into a few niggas
Yeah, I fuck with mine, but I ain't fuckin' with you niggas
You'll let your nigga wear a skirt and be cool with it
I'm so tired of this fake love, I've been through with it, psh
Like how the fuck I'm gon' get used to this?
Losin' all my niggas and family, shit got me losin' it
Showin' too much love and these fake niggas abusin' it
Quarter million, blowin' through it
Regular real life shit, my nigga, I've been goin' through it
This shit got my life right, but my life should be more than music
Gangster shit, I'm sworn into it
Heavy on the drugs lately, I'm tryna ignore the usage
Save me, I'm a thug baby, a nigga look forward to it
I'vе been too accessible, I need to be morе exclusive
We was doin' bad together, had to put a bag together
Wouldn't be so stressed out over time if niggas had forever Wouldn't be so stressed out over mine if niggas had it better
He don't wanna get his own, he just wanna get along
I get to a point from time to time, I wanna be alone
Hate the fact that grandpa had to die, ain't wanna see him gone
Hate the fact that I can't hit his line, like heaven need a phone, psh
I wish his wife ain't have to sleep alone, yeah
I hope my prayers keep my mama strong
I hope my daughter don't be sufferin' for all that long
I hate the fact I had to see him die
Rushin' out the house 'cause I can't let him see me cry
Drown myself in drugs to help a nigga sleep at night
Selfish, thinkin' 'bout myself, shit, that ain't even right
They wanna see me alive, I wanna see niggas die (I wanna see niggas die, niggas die)
The same way they did mine, wanna see niggas fly (Wanna see niggas fly, niggas fly)
Teddy bears and liquor bottles at the candlelight
Just to make sure that his mama know I handle mines, I'ma hold it down for life
I can't be around dog (I can't be around dog)
Hangin' around too many niggas is a downfall (Is a downfall)
Eliminatin' niggas, I been tryna round off (Tryna round off, round off)
Niggas tellin' me to chill out, niggas sound soft
Leave 'em where I'm found dog, hopeless
Been losin' focus, it's hard to cope with
I be tryna not be around when I'm at my lowest, I don't show it
Really be hopin' nobody notice
Smokin' while I'm drivin', but I don't know where I'm goin', these is facts
Long live Tommy, long live Fats
Can't do nothin' for me if you can't help bring 'em back
Got me flashin', guess it's the karma from all my past shit
Standin' over bodies and standin' over them caskets (Standin' over them caskets)