​regrets

[Verse 1]
It's been so long
I've gotten numb
I just forgot
How it is to be alone
Hearts feels like stone
Getting up off my knees
Dream of what I could own
But I'm only 18

[Verse 2]
I've been thinking alone
Cause I don't know why I feel this way
My mind starts to roam
Cause I know that I'm never gonna be that way
Now it's got me reaching into the dark
Cause I don't wanna be insane anymore
And I should be ashamed
Cause I felt the same before

[Pre-Chorus]
I know what I want
Reality
But what I've done
It ain't what I need
Can't say sorry
I don't wanna impede
I know what I feel
And I know this ain't me

[Chorus]
Don't know what it is cause I been in my own head
But I'll stick around for the end
Don't know what this is but I'm in over my head
Don't wanna feel this way again

[Verse 3]
Don't know what it is
But I'm focusing
To keep you at bay
To keep you away
Was it how you feel
Were we even real
Promise I can change my identity
Got no ID is this where I belong

[Pre-Chorus]
Can I prevent this pain
I can't isolate
The inconsistent aim
I can't seem to change
To chase my dream
I want to reach
I know what I feel
But I know this ain't me

[Chorus]
Don't know what it is cause I been in my own head
But I'll stick around for the end
Don't know what this is but I'm in over my head
Don't wanna feel this way again

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]
Don't know what it is cause I been in my own head
But I'll stick around for the end
Don't know what this is but I'm in over my head
Don't wanna feel this way again