Regret

[Verse]
[?] cyclin' in my stomach
Saw you from a distance, I'm isolated, so fuck it
I ain't even tryin' 'cause ain't no point, I been hurt
And I don't really wanna go through the struggle 'cause I ain't worth it
Two cents to a penny, wish I loved myself more
Makes sense, I ain't comin', I be closin' my door
I think often 'bout the level or the stance, where I'm comin'
From a place of my traumatic stress and all of my fuck shit
I know it's difficult to comprehend the shit that I'm in
You love your friends, but they ain't good for you, been sayin' this shit
But you don't listen, they complain 'cause you been takin' advice
From another damaged girl, inside, who's strugglin', fightin'
I only talk from my experience, I ain't only typin'
'Cause I been seein' shit for years, but you still out here denyin'
I wanna help, but you don't want it, it's you're full of yourself
But then I realized the problem was the way that I dealt
With the situation speakin' from my heart, what I felt
Sympathetic, I forgot the person that I once was
And in the present, feelin' lonely wit' a blunt and a Arizona
I'm copin' with Xannies and Perc's, I know that it's bad
'Cause I be shakin' and I'm sweatin' till the plug hit me back
Then I fall into a cycle and I ain't comin' back
I'm in a tidal wave entitled to emotional traps
I'm in a tidal wave entitled to emotional traps, damn
Truth hurts when [?] is evident
[?] the falls and [?] comin' quicker than little kids
Onto tongues, devil's flames rebellin' and always yappin'
Stashin' papers in the back of my backpack and I forget about it
Concept of education, I truly doubt it
Any good will come from a mind shackled, you truly [?]
Mama proud of A's and B's, the drama that surrounds the screen
A bunch of fuckin' robots fuelin' ego like it's kerosene
What makes you G, in this day and age, is kinda hard to see
Like, take the heart of complementing, don't neglect my love, I see
True potential, you, inside yo' eyes and careful when you speak
Beautiful in my peripheral, but I hope she don't see
Me across the room to gaze in emotion, flow as the sea
Like waves [?] tells me later, cry, a little release
Like, I ain't pussy, but that's what the fuck my pride be tellin' me
Like, who is me? I couldn't pick apart, like, maybe I'm the same

[Refrain]
Every day be feelin' like it's a loop
Rooted deeply in my issues, but I'll see the light soon, yeah
Every day be feelin' like it's a loop
Rooted deeply in my issues, but I'll see the light soon, yeah
Every day be feelin' like it's a loop
Rooted deeply in my issues, but I'll see the light soon, ayy
Every day be feelin' like it's a loop
Rooted deeply in my issues, but I'll see the light soon, yeah